5 Nov 2008...
bout 8 o'clock...
we break up edy....
really really really sad :(
i really really don mean 2 hurt u de...
i don wan dis ending de....but
i can't do anything....
really really sorry !!!
Y she wan 2 force me until i make dis decission ???
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????????????????
really y ???
coz of her...
we break up..
coz of her
i hav giv up so many thing...
coz of her...
forcing me untill i'm so tired....
y she can't "liao jie wo " ???
did't she noe wat i really wan ???
she really donno....
she oni wan i do the thing that she wan !!!!!!!!!
Dis 2 days....
i can't eat well...
sleep not well....
n always think of him...
i noe i really hurt him but i don mean it de...
hope u can understand....
PLS giv me some time..
i think i need 2 cool it down n think it over gain...
n make another right decission...
i relly vexed now...
i hope can cool down myself....
i don wish 2 let other ppls worry bout me ler...
espeacially YAN JUN...
n him...
if i don bother u all..
really really sorry...
i don mean it de....
mayb is js 2 vexed n still can't let it go ba...
But...
if gt 2nd time....
js like i say 2 day afternoon at skul...
i sure will giv u 2nd chance de...
js see u wanna grab it o not....
I really still like u de...
last time call u "DEAR" ...