Tiring .... Giving Up ??

Holiday ~
Selamat Hari Raya to those malays friends =)
get many many ang pow back ya.hahaha =D
Today moood not very good...
really don't wish to talk.don't wish to smile.
donno why suddenly the tears will drop down from the eyes....
feeling really really sad.really really dissapointed through out something...
why i'm having this kind of feeling ??
is that of THINKING TOO MUCH ??? or is too tired or stress...
Sometimes wish to find a listener but scared.scared said something wrong.scared that i will think too much...scared others will misunderstood what i mean...
so rather then telling others.i will keep it on my heart...
Tomorrow meeting.can i don go ???
i wish that it will come true but actually it is not !!!
SIGH ~
forget it ba.
From the starting of the day that i be changing.
it is hard to let me change back...
maybe all of us will never see the past time ah tiang ~
never never and never.hahaha ~
By: Ling || 10:00 PM